well..lets see.. i havent written anything on here forever! umm..so much has went on lately!  first off, me and rob got into some deep fights..we broke up :(.. umm, then we started talking again & i flew down to Chicago to visit him for the weekend! everything went well.. we spent a lovely 3 nights & 4 days together!! :) it was amazing!! even though we arent together, ill always love Rob.. and im sure one day (SOON hopefully) we will be back together. .. but anywho*.. i come back and my cousin starts more shit..some more lies* So me and rob stopped talking AGAIN!..eww , i just wish he wouldnt listen to her..or talk to her..but there isnt anything i can do about it* but, i hate her!! lol..okay hates a bad word.. too harsh.. i dislikk-- haha yeah right i HATE her!! ..lol anyway* shes fucked up my car..she threw a brick at it..WTF? shes my cousin man..shes so LAME!! anyway* enuf about that whore... ~Rob and i just recently started talking again,... Well ive been calling him..I got my number changed and he doesnt even have it..which really sucks! i really want him to have my number..But, i cant give it to him for really important reasons!.. but i do miss him a looootttt.. and i really wanna get through things and be with him, but im not so sure how that would work!* idk..it hurts really bad.. i honestly love rob & would do anything in the world for him & i know ive made some mistakes but, hell no1s perfect.. :( well, thats all i have to say right now!! ill write some more later..theres WAY to much to write and im super tired!! .. latterr ;)

.. well, tonight.. i didnt do much of anything..* Ashley came over and stayed the night, All we did was sit here. There isnt anything to do, In this little ass boring town anyway, lol.  I called Rob & talked to him for a little bit, & now im about to head off to bed. ... Not much has happened lately?. So, Im gonna go .. Laters =)

-..* Robert Allen Hooffstetter, I loves you w/all of me. Ur my everything!. I cant wait until, i can come see ya :) "more than words baby"*..-

Hmm.. lets see, Today consist of "Nothing" lol. All i did was lay around and watch tv. Right now, I just got done talking to my [[baby]] Yay! =) He makes me so happy!! So far, I just got ready.. I think, im going out with the girls tonight. We're going to go to BDubs. Then i think im going to stop by Leach's suprise birthday party! :) Wahoooo... lol. Btw, Happy 18th Birthday Leach. =) haha! *AnyWays* There isnt much to talk about.. Hmm, Last night.. I stayed up like all freaking night, lol.. And yeah, i had to get up at 5:30 and babysit my cousin today... But hey, im getting paid good for it. :) Ugh, I talked to my Suger Bear.. For 2 1/2 hours last night.. Ahhhhh, I miss him soo much. I cant wait until i can fly back to Chicago and spend the weekend with him!.. Well, im going to go..lol   Later...    Kisses & Hugs!